Relax
Recent efforts have been forced. They’ve felt as much. Whatever. I got ‘em out of the way and posted ‘em and there they are and it’s whatever. Take what you can from them. I’m talking to me as much as to anyone reading this. What’s most important, here, is that I not stop. Gotta keep going. If I pause, I might not pick it up, again. I’ve gone long pauses in the past before resuming. Starting over, really. I think that, next time, it’s done. I can’t have that.
Pain And Espionage
“I’m no killer!” I screamed. But we’re all killers. Each and every one of us. We were born to die and it was always our responsibility to die and if any of us failed to follow it through, the next guy would let the clown have it. I’ve actually not been alive since Warrenton and even then, who’s to say.
If My Aunt Had Balls
“You got this,” I say, forcing the words lightly through my lips in a hiss… Not really believing I “have” shit. It’s got me worried about everything from the DISH I’ve been diagnosed with, interfering with nerves, to kidney stones or even cancer.
What if it’s cancer?